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So, for the few people who care about my absence and have asked where I've been, I now have a job and thus have less time to have a life. At least for 3 months. But I am working nevertheless on stories that I have in progress. Luckily some of my fanfics will come to a close. The Quarter for one, since Originals is coming to a season finale. Never fear, i haven't forgotten. Look for updates soon!
  • Mood: Cheerful
I see all these posts and journals about art thieves and I have got to wonder, why? Why jack someone elses art when you're going to get caught. And not even by one person but by a crap load of people. And then when you get confronted, why be rude and act like you have a foot to stand on? It makes no sense to me. And the thing that amuses me most is that I've seen the stolen art before with a watermark. A WATERMARK. You can't argue the art's yours when it clearly says on there whose it is you pretentious prick! Just take it down and stop stealing talent.
  • Mood: Dumbfounded
There's this hacker going around that will post pornographic pictures to your gallery/On your page. Especially of a male's nether region's. So, If he finds that you posted this to a journal or your page he'll know you know what's going on and won't hack you. Please repost this for your safety! I don't want all you getting hacked, ect.!!! Also, if I do either this or say "I hate you all", then it isn't me.
Be safe, my watchers!!
As of December 18th (today), I want to start taking requests from people who want me to write for them. If there's a story you want written, please let me know!
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Anyone wanna donate some points? Would love ya forever
Would anyone be willing to do me a picture for my story The Watcher? I'd trade you for a fanfic
Tagged by :iconevilpickle:

RULES:
1. You must post the rules.
2. Each person must post five things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create ten new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose ten people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them.
6. No tag-backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this." You legitimately have to tag ten people.

The things about me:
1.) I love cookie dough
2.) I suck at math thus hating it
3.) I love to write original work but feel suppressed because no one reads and critiques so I can improve
4.) I have a dog named Poseidon
5.) I love the transition phase from Winter to Autumn

The Question

1. Do u use Apple products?
Nope

2. What photo program do you use for you digital pics?
MS Paint

3. Do you find any numbers or colors unlucky?
Pink and Orange and the number 2

4. What do you think about my art and where should I focus on improving?
Style is something one can't judge cause everyone has their own.

5. How do you feel about Yaoi?
*drool*

6. Should I post a pic of myself?
Yes

7. What kind of art block do you get?
"I don't have art blocks. Don't even know what they are

8. Do you think I'd be a good songwriter?
"Yes."

9. Would you read my stories if I started writing them?
"Yes."

10. Oppa Gangnam Style!
What even is this?

Now here's who I tag:

1:iconangelblackroses:
2~:iconartgerm:
3~:iconfantasy-voice:
4~:iconassassinkage:
5~:icon101keys:
6~:iconemilyvedder:
7~:iconamuria:
8~:iconangju:
9~:iconadephi:
10~:iconcallyzah:

Taggees need to answer these questions:

1.) Do you like yoai? YES
2.) What is you fav. holiday? Late Autumn
3.) Do you like pickle? Sometimes
4.) How do you feel about Naraku from Inuyasha? Love
5.) Whats your fav. game? Left 4 Dead2
6.) Have you read Brody's Ghost? No
7.) What is your fav. anime of all time? Sailor Moon
8.) What do you hate? Preppies
9.) If you could have one boy/girl on a anime as you bf who would it be? Byakuya
10.) Who is your fav. vocaloid? Haku

QUESTIONS TO ANSWER:
1) Favorite Color?
2) Best movie you've ever seen?
3) Have you ever seen Young Justice?
4) If asked, would you be willing to do me a free commison?
5) Have you ever actually read my work?
6) In addition to five, is there anything you think I should add to my work?
7) Best anime ever?
8)Best TV show ever
9) Can you believe someone named there kid Philip Phillips?
10) Can you believe its not butter?
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Every Day
  • Reading: nothing
People need to learn the difference between bashing and ranting. Big difference , especially with me. If I had wanted to bash someone, oh believe me, it would have been a lot later than my rant. I'd have spent much more time learning everything possible about the person I was bashin. Just saying. And isn't it the same. Criticizing her because of her opinion, if that's how ppl see it. And here I am, expressing my opinion and handling my anger in a way that doesn't involve throwing another chair out the window in my house. People, let it go. Not everyone worships the ground your friends walk on like you do. And grow up. Learn to take punches you deal out. Hate me if you want, crap like that, but remember this. You hate me a part of me is always gonna be lurking somewhere in the depths of your mind.
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Every Day
  • Reading: nothing
So, I just wasted a vast portion of my life with some idiot (see title for name) and I regret it. But I'd like to bring up a point she attempted to make because it is STUPID. Every character has a point. NO YOU FUCKIN MORON THEY DON'T! IF SAID POINT ISN'T MADE CLEAR IN THE ENTIRE SPAN OF THE ANIME/MANGA/ETC, then there is no point. No reason. If you disagree go fuckin ahead. I DON'T CARE! THERE IS SUCH THING AS A POINTLESS CHARACTER! IT'S CALLED A FILLER CHARACTER for anime and a BACKGROUND CHARACTER for everything else. AND LIKE MOST PEOPLE IN LIFE, THEY BRING NOTHING TO THE PLOT! THINK ABOUT THAT MR MIDNIGHTMURDERZ AND THEN PULL YOUR ANNOYINGLY HORRIBLE ARTDRAWING HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS AND KNOW THAT YOU SHOULD JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!
  • Mood: Stuck
  • Listening to: According to You
  • Reading: nothing
Name: Olivia R. Cray
- Single or taken: It's complicated
- Sex: Bitch
- Birthday: March 17
- Sign: Pisces
- Hair color: Black with naturally brown highlights
- Eye color: Brown.
- Height: No idea. Almost six foot though
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?:  Bisexual
________________________________________ ____________________________________
S P E C I F I C S
________________________________________ ____________________________________
- What kind of shampoo do you use?: I change it up a lot and don't think I've ever stuck to one- What are you listening to right now?: Give you're heart a break
- Who is the last person that called you?: No one. I usually skype others
- How many buddies are online right now? None *sad face*
________________________________________ ____________________________________
F A V O R I T E S
________________________________________ ____________________________________
- Animal: Wolf
- Color: Black
- Drink: Orange Soda
- Element: Darkness
- Food: Chocolate Chip Cookies
- Game: None, I suck at them all.No joke
- Movie: The Avengers and a vast majority of the older Disney Movies
- Song: Over You-Miranda Lambert
- Subjects in school: English
- T.V.: Common Law, Bunheads, Legend of Korra, Young Justice....others
________________________________________ ____________________________________
H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
________________________________________ ____________________________________
- Given anyone a bath: Yes
- Smoked?: No.
- Bungee jumped?: No.
- Made yourself throw up?: Yes
- Skinny dipped?: Yes
- Ever been in love?: Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yes
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Yes
- Cried when someone died?: Yes
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yes
- Used someone?: Yes
- Done something you regret?:  No
________________________________________ ____________________________________
C U R R E N T
________________________________________ ____________________________________
- Clothes: Long Black Skirt and a Turqoise tank top
- CD in player:  None
- DVD in player: None
________________________________________ _________________________________
L A S T | P E R S O N
________________________________________ ____________________________________
- You touched: :iconlostinmyworld367:
- Hugged: My sister
- You kissed: my buddy Josh
- You IMed:  :iconlostinmyworld367: and :iconbettyboo2008:
- Talk to online: :iconlostinmyworld367: and :iconbettyboo2008:
- You sexed it up with: No one
________________________________________ ___________________________________
A R E | Y O U
________________________________________ ___________________________________
- Understanding?: sometimes
- Open-minded?: Yep
- Arrogant?: Sometimes
- Insecure?: No
- Random?: Hell Yeah
- Hungry?: A bit
- Smart?: Indeed
- Moody?: sometimes
- Organized?: Only when I need to kill time
- Shy?: depends
- Difficult?: Yep
- Bored easily?: Oh yes
- Entertained easily?: For a short period of time
- Obsessed?: Yes
- Lazy?: Sometimes.
- Angry?: Depends
- Happy?: Depends
- Hyper?: Yes
- Trusting?: No.
________________________________________ ___________________________________
R A N D O M
________________________________________ ___________________________________
- In the morning I:depends on the time.
- Love is: An emotion hell bent on destroying the thin boundaries of time, space and well, everything
- I dream about: Bizarre shit involving Anime and my own life. >>
- I like my friends because: Are the real thing
________________________________________ ___________________________________
W H O
________________________________________ ___________________________________
- Makes you laugh the most: :iconbettyboo2008:
- Makes you smile: :iconlostinmyworld367:
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: She's not on DA.
- (If you have written a best friend, write a different best friend) Is your best friend:iconxmisha-chanx:
________________________________________ ___________________________________
D O | Y O U | E V E R
________________________________________ ___________________________________
- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?:  Yes
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Yes
- Wish you were younger?: Yes. .-.
________________________________________ ___________________________________
N U M B E R
________________________________________ ___________________________________
- Of times I have had my heart broken?: 1
- Of Cd's I own: 27?
- Of scars on my body: 240 not including past scars.Only current ones
- Of bones I've broken: 13, lucky numbers, babe
  • Mood: Hope
  • Listening to: In the arms of the angel
  • Reading: nothing
This will probably go ignored because, well, people suck like that. Yeah, I said it. But I'd feel bad if I didn't try. Now then, I've got wind of a dog that is possibly being put down. Now I know what you're thinking. So what? And this next part won't help much either. The dog is Dre, a Pit Bull. You think he's viscious? So did I. But I'm putting aside my fear of Pitbulls and signing the petition to save a dog from unjust murder. Because that's what  it is. Sure, he got out and I understand the little beast getting in trouble for unneccesary noise but that's it. No one was hurt in any way, and even the officer who took the dog in knows. She's only holding him because she got some complaints. I know everyone has a side to the story so I'm not going to insult the officer or the station she works for. All I know is that this dog's death is a murder and I'm not going to sit back for it. Now, if you've gotten this far and you're not either bored or ignoring me, but you want the full story, go here: www.snotfaceandtwiggy.com/2012… and read Dre's story. If you get to the bottom, the petition is there. I'm signing it and so should you.
  • Mood: Movingon
  • Listening to: Porcelain Heart
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: A show with a bear
  • Eating: wants cake
  • Drinking: wants chocolate milk
It's always disappointing when you lose a friend. And I'm surprised I'm not devestated. I mean, yeah, Imma miss her sometimes (she knows who she is, no need to go into detail) but when she basically flat out told me our friendship was over because I apparently have the belief that the whole world revolves around me and the shit I sometimes get involved in was too much on top of her own shit, I felt nothing. No shock, nothing. I mean, WTF is wrong with me? We were friends, once upon a time. And we were close. So why can't I find a little compassion for those times? I guess a part of me knew that eventually we wouldn't be friends anymore but she was like a sister to me. I guess I must care cause of this journal but I don't feel as hollow as I did when I thought my best guy friend left forever.
  • Mood: Movingon
  • Listening to: Domino
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Hentai. (don't judge)
  • Playing: Hentai (don't judge)
  • Eating: PBandJ
  • Drinking: Really strong grape juice.
I say almost blank because I'm still writing in this box but its nothing so clever or witty as is usual. Anywho, couple of notes,
1) Happy Birthday Mama Hachi! I intended to come over with a gift but my family's unreliability at this time is at a new high
2) Imma work my ass off on Sesshomaru because frankly, there's inner turmoil within the HellRaiser cast rank and one of the main good guys is risking dying off.... hint hint...its a she....
3) Inner turmoil!
I realize part of my reasons for being here was because I thought my ego would be stroked a bit. And it has. But its also taken a few crushing blows due to so ignorant idiots on here (you know who you are). And now I realize that, I was so busy thinking my works were perfect that I left no room to hear what others had to say. It was when I started paying attention to advice I received in notes or even comments or even on my email (seriously, how do you ppl get that) that I realized my writing could be so much better if I just listened. So I want to take this moment to thank the people who gave me advice, favorited my work, watched me and helped out in boosting my talent to a whole new level. THANKS!! :iconthanksplz:
  • Mood: Thanks
  • Listening to: Like a Rose
  • Reading: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
That is all.
  • Mood: Exhilarated
  • Listening to: I can't break it to my heart
  • Reading: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
I'm deleting the vast majority of my bases that kinda suck. So... .that is all
  • Mood: Exhilarated
  • Listening to: This is War
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: ll of Duty
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
I'm a little annoyed. I don't expect people to jump when I upload something but still, when people do original stories it would be nice if people would actually read it and review. Give me some feedback. Its how artists improve, right? YES! I understand that on this site, its like choosing a new book to read but how do you know what you like or don't like until you try it? Normally, with an original story I wouldn't really care too much, but HellRaisers is where my pride lies as well as a whole three months planning. Give it a chance.
  • Mood: Exhilarated
  • Listening to: This is War
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: ll of Duty
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
Rules:

Pick one character

Make them answer the following

Tag four people.

---------------------------
Ariha, you're on
Ariha: If I must

Q1) What is your gender?

female

Q2) What's your age?

  17

Q3) Can I have a hug?

  You wish.

Q4) Do you have any bad habits?

   Smoking, courtesy of my boyfriend
Karasu: Never said you had to do it.

Q5) What's your favorite food?

Lollipops

Q6) Do you have a crush right now?

Of course not

Q7) What species are you?

Half demon

Q8) Have you killed anyone?

Yes

Q9) Do you hate anyone?

  *casts a hateful glance at Sakura* Legally, I must say no

Q10) Do you have a best friend?

  Two actually.

Q11) What's your favorite season?

Winter

Q12) Do you have any hobbies?

Writing, reading,
Karasu: sleeping with me
Ariha: More like a chore

Q13) What's your favorite drink?

   Coke

Q14) When's your birthday?

Halloween baby here

Q15) You nice or mean?

Depends on who you are

Now onto the tags
:iconxmisha-chanx: :iconnanokyu: :iconlostinmyworld367: and for the hell of it all :iconbleachcakecosplay: just because they were the first person in my messages to send me a journal entry. Have fun!!
  • Mood: Exhilarated
  • Listening to: Angels In Waiting
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: My mom and bros play Call of Duty
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
1) Tell you what my first thought of you was

2) Look at your page and say what colour you are ^_^

3) Write a small  poem of whatever you want
  • Mood: Exhilarated
  • Listening to: I'm Alive
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
Okay, I really didn't think I needed to post this or that anyone would really care but I just got a panicked note asking if I'd changed So In Love With Two.
Answer: No.
I just felt it deserved a cover art and also, I wanted it to look semi-nice mostly for my sake.  Plus I wanted to put it in a better format so to speak
So, overall, nothing's changed about SILWT. Calm down ppl. New format new cover art. Nothin special, really. Same plot.
  • Mood: Exhilarated
  • Listening to: I'm Alive
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing